Early Rise

I'm not usually up this early but Jeff had to go to the union office this morning because he is relieving for Dee Mea. I hope this week goes well and things go back to normal a bit. It kills me to see him so upset and angry or this jacket thing, I don't blame him for being mad of course. It's going to cost him like $400 to replace everything and that was the money he wanted to used to go hunting. Having Season Affective Disorder doesn't help either. He needs to have stuff to look forward to of he will plummet into depression. Sometimes I wish I didn't want to help people through things but I really can't ignore him and the problems because I will feel so guilty. I love him so much.

On a side note I NEED WEED like so bad haha. I have been without for over a week and I'm starting to go squirrely. Not working and just sitting around all day is driving me crazy, the weed helps. Hopefully I will be back at work soon so I won't worry too much. Lauren is coming over today to share her weed with me (Thank god for her) and then later tonight I will get some.

I am kinda happy I will have most of today to myself, I haven't had a lot of alone time lately with Jeff over most of the time and my sister staying here for like a week. It will be nice to just relax and get baked. I think people take for granted that time spent alone is good for you. It makes you think a lot and I think it helps you learn a lot about yourself. It helps me for sure. I suppose that is what this blog is for but you know, it's like the same thing :)
Also as of yesterday after I posted I got like 9 page views :o
That's pretty sweet. Well if you like my silly blog rants you should let me know.